Monday, January 31, 2011
While it wasn't exactly worded that way, the gist was definitely those three little words that at some time, in some form or fashion, we all want to know. "Am I pretty?"
What makes someone pretty? We all know that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so in this case since I'm the beholden, I get to answer that question. To me, only a few things make someone pretty.
Let's get the obvious out of the way -- I'm not talking about attractive. Attractive is defined by society and culture, and I think we are all pretty well versed on what our culture finds attractive. Attractive activates the lust within us all -- both exciting as well as fleeting. Pretty is much more intense, slower to come to the surface, and what makes love endure, in my book.
One more caveat before I answer his question. It was asked by someone that is a-straight, and b-not looking to test out "the other team" so to speak. He asked it because he knew I'd give an unbiased opinion with nothing behind it.
So, are you pretty? Let me look into your eyes. Do you have that spark, that spirit, that light? Is that fire burning within, that passion for life? When you look at me, can I tell without even seeing you? Yes, your gaze is electric, exciting, and dare I say a bit dangerous. You are pretty because of what I can see deep in your eyes. Life with you will never be dull, and never lose it's passion.
Touch my shoulder, or my hand. Not in a sensual way, but in a casual way. Maybe a nice hug. Was there something warm in that embrace? Did my heart flutter a bit? Did yours? Can you communicate your emotions, how you feel, through a touch? If a heart rate changes, or a deep breath happens, you can. Life with you would never be lonely, never be cold.
Talk to me. Not in that 900 number way . . . but rather in a way that opens the door to you. Be honest, be upfront. Can you share what you fear? Can you communicate your dreams? Without even trying, can you engage me in a conversation that blurs time. You know, the kind when you turn around and are like -- seriously?? We've been talking for HOW LONG?? Life with you would be emotionally and intellectually rewarding.
So this is how I define "pretty" -- and while it's true that he probably didn't want to know all this -- it's all good. He gave me a great topic for a blog entry, and made me think about what I do find pretty. And he is very, very pretty indeed . . .